I saw two people this weekend walking with a dew rag on. This made me think about the time we were in wildwood and vance put one on you. Boy you were so proud to have that on. It was just one of those things that makes me smile and remember our times in wildwood. You were always a willing participant.
Boy how i miss that!! or just sitting back and chilling out with you. i always tried to keep you by my side when i saw you. dont know why, i guess i felt like it was our time. you could always make me laugh even when you were so agitated. then you would start laughing too. and goodness knows that when vance was around, we would always laugh alot. he was always good for that, and still is. but i want you to know i miss you more and more.
I wonder why I was dealt this blow of losing you in life. I think it will be a question left unanswered for all of time. We had such a great sibling bond and a wonderful friendship as well. No one will ever be able to replace that. Love ya!!
well here is just another letter to you. i saw marley and me the movie the other day. its about a family dog, who ages and passes away. i was on the verge of tears. i thought of you, and how you lost your two best friends. it was the saddest movie ever. i know you would of def been crying right along with me. it is amazing how animals were always a part of our lives. they always seem to be there for ya, no matter what your mood is. we were always lucky to have you take care of them. they were always your first priority. 
Vance says hey! He still has his sense of humor with you, somethings will always be the same. He misses ya too!! I am sure you can still hear him picking on ya how he always did. You always cracked up at him, even if the joke was on you.
wow big bro, i wonder if this pain will ever get easier. Or will we just learn to deal with you being gone? I am not so sure I will ever be able to beleive that you are no longer here with us. I am glad that I have this sight to help me. It is a Godsend.
Love ya and miss ya more than you could ever imagine. Just wish I could tell ya this.
I was thinking the other day, how i wish you were here to play backgammon with me. I dont think anyone else will ever enjoy the game like you and i did. One day we will be able to play it together again. So, till then.....
Love ya!! Miss ya and your silly laugh!!
Mom is right, your face you would make and the excitement, when you got exactly what you wanted. That was always priceless. I think there is a pic of that on this page.
Boy remember the times as a kid where we had to decorate the tree? How I always hated that, but you somehow seemed to finish it for us. I still do hate decorating the tree. I guess some things ya just dont outgrow! You were missed during the holidays. I hope you saw the ornaments we bought for you. We will carry that tradition on. There will always be something under the tree for you. Mom and Bruce loved the necklaces. Now we all have one. So we can all carry you through our normal everyday life. But somehow is gives me a peace in my heart to know you are there. I put it on the other day and was telling the girls (while cleaning) how much you hated to clean. None of us loved it. But i put it on and said, well harry you are going to clean with me today. I know how you hated it. But we got to get it done. We did. I talk to you all the time. I hope you hear me.
Love and miss you!
