Hey Big brother,
I know you hear my prayers and conversations to you everyday. I sometimes get my strength from you. I want to thank you and God for leading myself and our family down the right path. You were always there with a lending ear, or words of wisdom, or sometimes just a sarcastic thought, just to make us laugh. Boy do we miss that. I always said, just like mom, say you were given to us, and taught us a lesson in life. I still talk to you about people, to make them understand, that you cannot judge people. Sometimes people just need to be understood. I know you are proud of me from the heavens above. I think you have led me to my current job, and put me in the spot I need to be. To help those, who just need an ear or a shoulder to lean on. It is quite a great feeling to be able to just listen, and to help those in need. I am glad that I am able to pass on the blessings that we have received, and want to thank you again.
On to other things, your neices started school again, Kate is in 8th and Brit is in 6th. Boy it is amazing how quickly they grow. I can only hear you threats to them now about "the boys", and to keep their grades up. You and Vance would just be on them, while I would have to be on the girls side. I can only imagine it now. Too funny!! Kate was just talking about you yesterday. Actually she was in tears, when I came home. I thought she was hurt. But Britty told me she was on this sight reading you candles and missing you. I told her she should light you a candle when she visits. But I think it is all still too much for her little heart to take. But she is using the lifes lessons too. You have taught your neices these lessons, not to judge others. I am glad it sticks with them. This will be something that they will carry with them forever. Kate does miss your text messages you would always send her. She still is upset with me for not allowing her to read them all when they were sent. I guess hind sight is 20/20 and now I am sorry too. I know one day we will be together again, and have that cup of coffee waiting. We will have to catch up on alot. Till then brother man, please keep us in your sight, and allow us to recieve the blessings of your love and protection. Miss you!
Hi buddy, We were talking about you yesterday of course there isn't a day that goes by that we don't talk to you and about you.I couldn't get the light turned on because I couldn't reach the switch. I said Harry this is your job. It is a rainy day. I always think about how you loved to go out in the rain and snow and would find any excuse to go out. I wish we could go out togother. I will see you again you bestest be there waiting for me. You and big daddy. How is Brandy and Maggie doing? I bet they are having a ball up in heaven with you love ya son Momma
It's been a while since i wrote ya a letter. I know you see my life, as i always know you are with me. that is how it always was. even after i married you bestest friend/brother (as you called him). you were always at my house for sleepovers. we were always so close. i am not sure if anyone else ever had their brother for sleepovers on the weekend after they were married. imagine how that sounds to people. but it just goes to show, that no matter what, you were always with us. we were blessed to have such a loving husband (me), and brother in law (you), who understood how close we were and how you loved to see your neices. boy do we miss you. i am sure he esp misses you when we have chinese food. you both loved it so, and me on the other hand was not and is still not such a fan of it. now my britty is into wrestling, as much as you were. she loves your man. how we love to sit here and laugh about the time we took you to a show, and you jumped over chairs. it was so funny. you just didnt care who was in your way. i will laugh about that , and laugh so much more when we meet again.
now my kate, is having a hard time still. esp after the wedding last week, when she stated that you cared for her more. thank you for loving your neices like you did, to leave the memories with them. i always tell them that you are always with them, and to find strength within you. i think it helps. i still pray to you everyday. my way of communication. vance still talks to you as well. sometimes he just blurts things out to you when it rings a memory in his head. makes me chuckle, but also miss you more. but it is ok, as i know this is a pain that will never heal. and one day we will meet again.
my goodness i am just rambling on to you. but that is how it always was. mostly you would call me and just go on, while i would try to sneak a word in every now and then. i do miss those calls. still have the two voice mails, and one makes me chuckle when i think about it. my goodness brother, i thought i would be taking care of you when i was old. i was looking forward to it. somehow i feel cheated that i did not get the chance. but we will meet gain, and till that day always remember that we love and miss you. just sending a big hug to you. and yes i am standing on my tippy toes like i always had to. you were always so tall.
goodnight brother.
Today is a rough day of missing you. You were always my strength. Now with Dad with the cancer and the coroted artery and me with the Bellls Palsey. I remember you and your sisters laughing at me when I had my teeth out and couldn't say an S well that is how I sound now. One of my residents passed away today and I had asked her to see you and give you a hug for me. So if someone named Shirley say's she has a hug from your mom please accept it. Your sister is having a rough time bt her attitude has gotten better. SHe has to be more like you and just say what is on her mind to people and don't allow anyone to treat her bad. I remember one day you said you would never talk to your other sister again as long as you lived and you got that wish. I miss you so very much we still watch your star at night. I love ya
i sit here and write this letter to you. i am sure you have seen this past week, my stresses, sadness and triumphs. i am blessed to have you with me at all times, and blessed to have vance, mom and mindi nad my girls. you all seem to make me see the light at the darkest of times. i pray to you that this week will get better. i leave it all to you and God. i know that the two of you know what is best and will make the right decision for me. you spirits will guide me to the right direction.
i actually felt like you yesterday for a moment. hard to explain, but in a moment of my hardest of times, i thought my brother would tell her like it is and walk. how funny is that. you were always a straight shooter, even if it meant just walking. you never tried to hurt peoples feelings, just told it like it was.
please guide me and mom in the directions we are suppose to travel in. love ya and miss you brother. you always seemed to somehow lighten the mood in these times.
to all of our angel friends out there, you are not forgotten. having a time of hardship and will be back on to light candles for your loved ones. God bless you all for your support and care.
