Thanksgiving is two days away. I am having mixed emotions about it. Our first one without you. I will def miss wrapping the leftovers for you. And not just some of the leftovers, but all of them you would take. I am sure Vance will miss the conversation with you while he is out frying the turkeys. You were always good for conversation. Gosh big bro how i miss you. I know you are looking down on us. I pray to you all the time. I just wish you were here so i could share this with you. I dont know how these holidays will go. Please help us through it. I love ya.
Thanksgiving is coming I am so thankful I had you in my life for 35 years I just wish it could have been longer. That was not God's plan. How are we going to get through the holidays without you. Thanksgiving to many leftovers, No Harry to eat them. What is there to say other than I love you and miss you more than you will ever know. I know thaqt you would be giving me hell saying get on with it mom you have to do it for the girls that is what keeps me going. I love ya and it is so hard to beleive that it has been 5 months already. Dam I want you hear but in my heart I know that you are around love ya son
You will never guess what I Found yesterday. Your first Christmas stocking that grams made you on your first Christmas.l hope you kinow we would never forget you on Christmas I have asked that people find something small to put in your stocking. I will put Brandy's ball on the tree for yu this year.If we have a tree I have been debating about doing Christmas it won't be the same without you. I have cried I have loaughed but I talok to you everyday.On clear nights I loook for your star.Please say a prayer for me today that things go well with work. I miss you so so so very much. I need to know that yu are still here with us. I had a dream about you and great grandmom and great Grandpop the other night. Make sure pop gives you ice cream money.I miss you so verrryyyy much. I love ya
I think of you every day of my life. Some things make me think of the things you would say or do for that task. I ws getting out the fall decorations for the house the other day and I said darn I miss Harry you would alway's carry the boxes for me and then supervise the job making me move things or saying that doesn't look right there. I have docrations by your pictures and your ashes. By the way I didn't put you in the closet like you alway's told me to do. It's funny the things you remember. You said you were going to stuff dad with a coffe cup in his hand at his end of the couch and stuff me a light my yankee candles at my end of the couch. How are you gooing to do this now? I will see you when I get there we need a serious talk you and I this wasn't our plan but it was God's plan. I am greatful that you are no longer in pain or suffering. I love you
I was cooking yesterday, always seems i think of my brother at this time. Maybe he has something to do with it since he loved to eat. I was chopping potatoes to make, the ones he loved to take home with him.My youngest reached into the bowl to eat one. She didnt know they were raw. Which brought up the memory of me and my big bro being at my dads house eating raw potatoes. I shared this with my girls and they just didnt quite understand why we ate them. I truly dont know why we did either. I sit and think of memories when i was kid, and it was always me and my big bro together. If it was running to the store with our wrapped pennies, or just sitting back playing a game. He had always loved to just sit and hang out. Ya didnt have to do anything at all. Just talking was ok with him.I cherish every memory I had with him. His death has shined such a very bright light in my head, to make me realize life is just too damn short. Live it the way I am happy to live it. Not please everyone else.
Miss him more then he would ever imagine. And knowing him, he would just tell us all to knock it off. He couldnt stand it when you were mushy about him, but he was the mushiest of us all. He loved us all and we knew it. I just wish we could rewind that day that God took him home. Just to tell him I love him. I will see ya again one day Big bro. No one can or will ever be able to take your place.
Please watch over us and take care of the family that we have up in Heaven.
