Harry Howarth - Online Memorial Website

Well I guess the tears will always flow at this time of year. It will never be the same without you here with us. But we will celebrate with our loved ones and always cherish the memories of you.  Would just love to see you stoop one more time or call me and leave me the message saying "mary, it's your brother", who could ever forget your voice. so funny how every message started with that. How I wish you could just call me now just to say that, and to hear you laugh. That unforgettable laugh you had. I guess thinking these funny memorys somehow helps me to not break down, crawl in a fetal position and just want to yell at the world. But I am somehow still angry that you were the chosen one. I am sure you were as you were so very special here on earth, that they needed you in Heaven. Maybe you are able to do more work from the Heavens above. I am sure it is alot to keep watch over us all. But Happy Thanksgiving brother. May you have a inmeasurable feast waiting for you and all your new found angel friends. boy will they be surprised by the amount of food you can put away. and we always wondered where it would go, thin as a rail.  just always remember we love and miss you more than you could ever imagine. we were blessed with you in our family. boy how i miss you. love ya brother. mary

Just cn't seem to stop the tears today. I miss you so much maybe because this is your favorite time of year. FOOD time. Never had leftovers before I had you and you took care of all that for me. I miss you so very very much. Just one more hug or one more time to hear you say MOM anything just to hear your voice.

Here is holiday time again. How I wish you were here to help me. Remember how I used to tell you you were my ladder? 6'4" you did all the high work for me. Helped me carry in all the decorations and things from the market for cookie and candy making. What happened yo were supposed to be here to take care of me in my old age.That is what you always told me. I  love you so much and seem to miss you more than ever each day. When I walk Nub's and your star is out I always talk to you. When I was doing that the other night Nub's sat down and seemed to look at the sky I wonder if he knows? I hope maggie and Brandy are with you as I know they are. You loved those dogs. I love you so very much and feel like I didn't tell you that enough.

Had a feeling of sadness on Friday. I saw a man that reminded me so much of you, and I just wanted to cry!  Took all of my compsure not too! Boy how you are missed my brother!  Thanksgiving is coming up, and we will put the plates down for the dogs again in your honor. You would feed your animals before yourself. How spoiled your pets were. Love and miss you Harry!  Till we meet again.

Just reflecting today! Remember when you and lynne were dressed up as Campbells soup for halloween. They were awesome costumes! Love and miss you brother man!